Today’s just another day wasted…
U don’t understand…i guess u never will
it seems hardly each day knowing that I’m leaving….some people moved closer to me and I learned to forgive those who have hurt me in the past,some a little…some who caused damages beyond repair; some people moved away from me,no matter how much I love and care for them…it’s hard. But maybe I should say that it’s easy sometimes coz we are hardly speaking to each other…
Feeling extremely helpless now…working hard to hold myself together,trying to hold on to the little things that I still have. Sometimes I just have the urge to leave now,and other times, I just wish I have more time to spend with you and you my loved ones before I go. Everyday is a Blessing.
If 300 people reblog this, I won’t commit suicide on August 20th, 2011.
REBLOG THIS IF YOU HAVE A HEART.
I do this…very often…even now…guess am still recovering or trying to recover from my depression…i need my meds…I’m sorry…
Blessed is the man who walks not int he counsel of the wicked, nor stands in the way of sinners, nor sits in the seat of scoffers; but his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night. He is like a tree planted by streams of water that yields its fruit in its season, and its leaf does not wither. In all that he does, he prospers.
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Reblog this if you cut or you’ve thought about suicide. Or you think you’re fat or ugly or hate something about yourself. If you’re bullied every day and you cry yourself to sleep. I don’t care, just reblog the fuck out of this because I have something to tell you.
I thought of suicide sometime ago…a long time ago…but now I’m better, knowing that I have things to live for…which is worth more than the things that I wanna die for
I was in a dark place,when the one person that I thought who cared about me told me that he didn’t care no more and left me to die in my endless spiral of doom…I never wanna go back to the dark place
